These days....

So what have I been up to these days???? Finding my Papa. I love calling Him by that name=). But yeah, I really have. Last Friday night, November 14, God commissioned me. He told me, through others, that He would open doors for me and He has. There is so much to tell about what happened, but what really stood out to me was that I am going to be a "nurse" to hearts. And when I say nurse, I mean like, emotional nurse. It's funny, cause about a year ago, I was really thinking about going into the medical field, but awhile ago (maybe 5 or more months ago), my heart hasn't been anywhere near the medical field. I am not there anymore. I want to live in God, at His feet, in His presents, finding HIM. I am now reading the book, by H. A. Baker- Visions Beyond the Veil. So good.... It is talking about these kids getting to actually see Him and sit at His feet. They got to actually see and dance with angels, wow. It make me so jealous that I wasn't apart of it. I have been wanting soo bad to just really see His face, feel my Papa, know my Papa. So wow, that's a lottt of different things in one so I'm kinda all over the place=p, sorry.

Last Friday though, was amazing. The whole past week was amazing. Wednesday morning (the 12th), our church and many others started the School of Healing. When I first got there, I thought maybe it wasn't really going to be for me at all. I thought I would just "be apart" of it. I didn't think God was going to work through me at all so I went to every session, and just watched what God was doing in everyone else. But on Friday night, Papa met me. He called me out and again, reminded me of my destiny, in front of the whole school=p. I was a crying mess, but I don't care, at all. Prophetic preacher, leader of woman, I am going to minister to woman, I will be a nurse to the emotional hurts, angels were assigned to me, the whole kit and caboodle. If I sound like I am boasting, please forgive me. I just get really excited and anxious when I think about Papa using me and the things He will be doing through me. So Friday night, was said to be my night of commissioning and I am so excited.

So tonight, we had a dinner at our church for people that live in the apartments next to my church and I was asked to be a part of a team that gave words of knowledge. I at first was not sure if I was supposed to because I have only gotten one word of knowledge so far, so of course, I prayed and asked Papa, what I should do. He told me yes. So all week I had been praying that God would show up and use me and I think He did. Now, revival didn't break out, but (I believe) He healed a young woman through me and that was an amazing feeling. We got words for people and they all held true. The young woman I prayed for, for emotional healing;), yet again, what I believe He is using me for, so conformation again;), was touched. When one of the leaders said he had a word for a woman that had just come through a tough past relationship, got hurt, I pictured this one girl (the girl I wound up praying for;)) in my head but I didn't know if it was just me or if it was really God telling me it was this girl. So I didn't do anything but when this leader told the group about what God was telling him, I was standing near that girl and she broke down and started to cry. It WAS for her! Papa really DID tell me that!!!!!! You don't know how happy that made me feel. He REALLY was talking to ME! Ohhh myyy!! So that was sooo cool. I am really starting to feel like God IS going to use me=D. So it has been a neat past couple of weeks. I am praying now that God is really going to continue to open doors for me to step out of my comfort zone and become who I am made to me. I love you Papa=D.

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<3 emma